
Diastole
"Go out for milk," the man's wife tells him,
so he does. On the way home he takes a wrong turn,
finds himself driving out Seven Bridges Road.
Past the coast guard station now, he doesn't stop
or turn around, even though he knows the road dead-ends
at the bay after the last bridge, nor does he think it strange
he can't find his way back to a house he's lived in
for twenty-some years, but instead he thinks,
Look where I am. He begins to notice his own breathing
and tries the in-through-the-nose out-through-the-mouth
method, like Maggie's yoga classes teach her,
but he's not thinking about his wife or home now.
Instead he's thinking, There might be a boat waiting
on the water's edge—then he can go out to the middle
of the bay and really hear the breath that fills his lungs
and enters the blood pumping his heart, and he likes
the feel of full lungs, the feel of his heart relaxed and full—
but somewhere a mobile phone is ringing and the man takes
a sharp breath, the car swerves, he feels a slight squeeze in his chest
as he fumbles for the right button, only to hear
Maggie's static-ridden voice, "What the hell is taking so long?"
The man stops the car. He tosses the phone
into the wavering dark of the marsh grass.
For now, he sits and breathes and tries to enter
the regular rhythmic expansion of his heart.